Category Archives: 2023 Steam of Consciousness-ish

Venoms, repeated ponderings.

Posted on September 16, 2023 by CM

I was laying in bed having pretend conversations with people in my head and I liked what was happening and I remembered who I was and thought I should share it. Because that’s what writing is. You share things. How … Continue reading →

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Praise

Posted on September 13, 2023 by CM

Praise God, it seems. I don’t know some days it’s so easy, but it’s important to celebrate that fresh wave of love when it does return, and ride it as long as possible. I think cherishing it makes it last … Continue reading →

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Falling Into Place

Posted on September 12, 2023 by CM

An Adele song plays that I love, that I haven’t heard in ages. I can hear music again. A wellness coach I follow encourages occasional “consumption fasting” in order to get out of self-numbing patterns (not automatically watching shows or … Continue reading →

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Grace and Understanding

Posted on August 3, 2023 by CM

I saw that people were subscribing all of a sudden. Maybe it’s a sign. I’m reforging my relationship with God. Although I suppose that relationship is never actually harmed. We just stop going to it. We stand at the bank … Continue reading →

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Back At It

Posted on February 11, 2023 by CM

Oops! Missed three days. Maybe more? I haven’t been working and started again, and even with part-time hours I’m thrown off my rhythm. Let’s get back to it. It was a very emotional week, but I released a lot of … Continue reading →

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Focus, Unity, Dogs

Posted on February 5, 2023 by CM

I start to get embarrassed about this blog when I think about the kind of writing I’ve done in the past and am ultimately capable of, but so what? This has its own value. It’s raw data. Let is live … Continue reading →

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Don’t Slip

Posted on February 3, 2023 by CM

I missed one day, and then did about 200 words yesterday, so I want to jumpstart the chain and keep this new habit going. I think mid-day or evenings are the best time for this. My impulse would have been … Continue reading →

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blip

Posted on February 3, 2023 by CM

When you hear the inner voice, move slowly. Don’t scare it away. Moments like this, I feel a torrent from deep within, although abstract and untouchable far more real than the keys I tap, the floor upon which my feet … Continue reading →

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A Good Rambling

Posted on January 31, 2023 by CM

I am filled with an impossible love of everyone I know, because I know it’s the only true thing that exists. I hate the feeling, the cellular knowledge that the beauty I see in everyone is a singular beauty borne … Continue reading →

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Everythingness

Posted on January 30, 2023 by CM

All I truly know is that I am a child of God and I can have faith in that. Today I started a new job and had a few hours of training, during which a human woman spoke to me … Continue reading →

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